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So it's been almost a month since I last wrote in here. Annnd an awful lot has happened. To catch you up on everything.

**I was totally gonna move to MO in the middle of August, but over the past couple of days, I have seen that that's not the best idea in the world. No job. No definite place to live. No money saved. Yeah. Epic fail.

**Austin and I stopped talking. Then started talking again within 24 hrs. He hated me and wanted me to die. Then he was totally willing to talk to me again. :/ (???) Now we talk once a week.

**I'm getting ready to go to online school for Pharmacy Technician. :)

** 4 months from today... MY BIG 21st BIRTHDAY!!! :)

** I'm taking up photography deeper than I ever have before. Next time I get paid(the 3rd) I'm getting a camera I've been wanting from Wal-Mart.

** I have been listening to LOTS of music!!

** Working at McDonalds totally sucks... But it's a job nonetheless.

** I'm a total spaz at times :)

** Live. Laugh. Love. *heart*

** My Wii is incredible. I need Call of Duty :)

** I'm gonna be totally bummed when summer is over.

** KGB is totally awesome and I wish they wouldn't charge for their services.

A lot for a month!! But it's amazing :)

before work.

Just a quick post before I subject myself to the everyday torture of being a mcslave. lol. So my cousins are in town and I took them up to the the torture chamber (aka McDeath) for lunch and so I could pick up my check after we were done eating. My check was absolutely horrible... especially since I had to give half of it to my grandma. Blah... But ya gotta do whatcha gotta do I guess... Just cuts into my saving to move back to MO. I will prolly be going in the middle of August so that still gives me a little bit of time to save yet... But not much in the whole scheme of things... About 3 or 4 more checks depending on if I choose to stay til the beginning of September... Which I might do to save some extra money. I guess we shall see.

That's really about all that is going on in my life... Boring I know... But such is life at times.

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^^ That title is meant to express my anger towards John Tighe right now. The reason I am not calling him "dad" is because he is no longer a part of my life. It needed to happen and today was just the icing on the cake. I didn't do anything wrong and he decides to take my sim card outta my phone and cancel the service. He's angry at stuff that happened several years ago... some stuff happened recently but it's nothing to cancel your daughters cell phone plan. I told him point blank "If you want me to remain in your life, you won't take the sim card outta my phone cuz this is just senseless drama and I don't need that in my life." He took the sim card... I said peace out. Now when I do get a phone, he will not get the number. He doesn't deserve it. I told him his actions had consequences and he was apparently cool with it so whatev.

ANYWAYS!! lol. Other than that, life has been good to me. Good chance I'm moving back to MO to get an apartment with my best friend and her bf. I'm pretty excited but I'm still figuring everything out. We found an amazing apartment that we are pursuing :) Can't WAIT!!!! :)

So I wanna get another tattoo soon. Idk what I would get. Ideas?? Please?? Plus I need ideas for some new games for my wii. I already have Wii Sports Resort and Karaoke Revolution. I haven't had my wii for too long but I need some new games cuz I get bored with these ones really easily.

So I've decided that I wanna start learning how to play acoustic guitar. I LOVE music and I wanna be able to write my own stuff and that's one way I can start. I have some lyrics in safe keeping for when I get a guitar... I can actually put them to music... tweek em up a bit... maybe record them somehow... who knows?! :) I just need more stuff to occupy my time.

Well, time for sleep. :) Night!

my first post.

So I'm catching up with the times and making one of these internet journaling blog thingys. lol. I might write in this alot... but then again, time might catch up with me and I won't. I have a pretty busy life. I mean, come on now. I work at Mickey D's man!! Can't beat that kind of busy. lol.

So I've been thinking lately about starting a Scentsy candle business for extra dough. Mc's just doesn't bring in enough especially when I got a lot to be saving for. Scentsy is kinda like Mary Kay or Avon... only it's these flameless candles. Interesting huh? I love candles and I wanna learn how to make my own. Maybe start a hobby of it. Who knows? lol.

So I'm almost 21 years old(4 1/2 months!! Woo!!) and I still have not set foot in college. Partially cuz I have absolutely NO idea what I would really want to study. I get all these ideas... then they just kinda fade with time. I was enrolled in cosmetology school but that failed cuz I got admitted to the hospital not even 12 hrs before classes began in January(long story). I wanna study something meaningful... Something I can work with people... Possibly change their lives and make them feel better about themselves. Any suggestions of majors?

So it's getting late and I should be going to bed. Gotta continue reading "The Host" :) Gotta love that book!

~jAyBaYbAy~