Love is in the Air

What do you prefer when you get into a relationship?
1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?	Definitely a lasting relationship
2- What was your longest relationship?	3 years... off and on.
3-What is your favorite personality trait?	If he can make me laugh and smile... even when I'm at my lowest points.
4- What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do?	Send me flowers.
5- When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you?	Honesty and Trust
6- Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)?	Ehhh... Not to fond of them... But I'm not totally against them.
7- What is your ideal night out with a significant other?	I don't care what we do just as long as we're together.
8- What is your ideal night in with a significant other?	??? Didn't I just answer this.
9- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?	It's difficult to do that... I've felt guilty for doing that.
10- Do you like relationships that invovle serious commitments?	YESSSSS!!!
11- If you ever got engaged, how would you want it to happen?	I definitely don't wanna expect it. Just something romantic.
12- If you were engaged, would you want a wedding as soon as possible?	Depends on how long we've been together and where we are at in our lives.
13- Do you like to talk about the future when in a serious relationship?	Ohhh yes. It's important to make sure you are on the same page.
14- Do you prefer a sensitive open relationship or a strong silent type?	Sensitive and Open.
15- When in a relationship do you have to have contact with your partner on a daily basis?	It's very nice... but I'm pretty adaptable.
16- Do you like public displays of affection?	Holding hands is nice but anything more than that is trashy.
17- Is there anything you won't tolerate while in a relationship?	Lying, cheating, the usual... lol
18- What is one thing that you value most in a relationship?	Those intimate conversations that you don't share with anyone... the kind where you share your heart and they give it back in return.
19- Would you ever be able to handle a long-distance situation?	Done it before... I could totally do it again. People make it seem harder than it really is. You learn if your hearts really in it or not :)
20- Do you believe in moving in together before engagement or marriage?	I wouldn't do it until we were married. Lived with a guy before marriage before and it made it fall apart quicker.
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I am TRAUMATIZED FOR LIFE!!!

So I was on Netflix yesterday and was looking under spoofs and things like that... And I found what seemed to be a spoof of Twilight. Well, it is a spoof of Twilight, but not exactly the spoof I was looking for... Unless you consider a SPOOF to be a moderate form of pornography/incest/disgusting excuse for a movie. I watched it for 10 whole minutes, stopped it and deleted it outta my instant queue. It looks like it was made by a bunch of high schoolers with a video camera.

The thing that disappoints me most tho is that netflix actually has a movie like this on their site... I can't imagine how many high school kids will end up looking for a spoof of Twilight and wind up watching this filth. And by filth, I mean that Stella's(Bella)father has an incest relationship with her, masturbates over her as she has a "sex dream" about Edgar(Edward), the constant sexual innuendos... And that's about as far as I got... Ohhh yeah and the movie starts out with a guy taking a dump in the woods. I should've known from the minute I saw that to turn the movie off... And I should've known by the NAME of the movie that it was gonna be disgusting filth only a high school boys brain coulda come up with.

Annnnnyways.... Just needed to vent and get that out.

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I GOT A 100% ON A QUIZ FOR PHARMACY TECH SCHOOL TODAY!!! YEEEEEE!! :)) I am soooo proud of how I am doing in the program!! I have a 90% overall! I'm just so ready to not go to McDonalds ever again. The funny thing is I have loved McDonalds since I was a kid. I've had enough of them to the point where I don't know if I could ever set foot in another one after I quit. I've contemplated getting a job somewhere else for the time being... But then I remember, there's really no point... Just gotta suck it up there for another 5 months and then I will be done with school and I can do what I wanna do... And make better money doing so. :)

So I was thinking the other day(I know what you're thinking, Jackie, woah, stop before you hurt yourself...am I right?) I was thinking about Twilight. I watched a video of one of my all-time favorite pastors talking about the Twilight series(and the plethora of other vampire love stories out nowadays) and he was basically BASHING the Twilight books. Here's my question... Did he actually READ the books? The books are NOT bad... The only time the books become bad are when they become your idol and your sole focus... When you start putting God aside in order to worship these amazing books :) lol. Or if you start believing in vampires, witchcraft and such. Therefore, I have decided that I will continue to read the Twilight Saga... and watch the movies. :)

My best friend is going back to college soon and this makes me sad. Happy cuz she's happy but I don't want her to leave... Caroll, pack me with your stuff and seclude me in your dorm all year... Your school will NEVER know :) I will do my school while I'm there and everything will work out... Yes I have thought this over. lol.

About Me survey. I got bored. lol

Basics:
Name:	Jaklyn E. Tighe
Date of Birth:	November 30, 1989
Birthplace:	Burlington WI (Burlington Memorial Hospital)
Current Location:	Burlington WI (Laying in my bed)
Eye Color:	Hazel
Hair Color:	Brownish-Auburn
Height:	5'5.5"
Heritage:	Irish and German
Piercings:	Nose and ears.
Tattoos:	Chinese symbol for "Joy" on my left shoulder blade.
Favourite:
Band/Singer:	Ohhh goodness... Death Cab for Cutie, Linkin Park, Skillet, RED, Miley Cyrus, Owl City, Katy Perry, Theory of a Deadman, Staind, The Script, Republic Tigers, Group 1 Crew, Buckcherry, Jason Derulo, Imogen Heap... Just to name a few :)
Song:	"Bulletproof" by La Roux or "I Will Possess Your Heart" by Death Cab for Cutie.
Movie:	"The Green Mile"
Disney Movie:	"Lion King"
TV show:	Teen Mom, Hannah Montana, NASCAR, Friends, Family Guy
Color:	Pink or Black
Food:	PIZZA!!!
Pizza topping:	Cheese... Or EXTRA PINEAPPLE!! :) MMMMMMM!!
Ice-Cream Flavor:	Either plain vanilla or chocolate chip cookie dough.
Drink (alcoholic):	Hynotiq mixed with Tahitian Treat... My own recipie.
Soda:	Fresca
Store:	Wal-Mart or Hot Topic.
Clothing Brand:	Idk... I'm not too picky.
Shoe Brand:	^^See above.
Season:	Late Spring-Early Summer && Late Summer-Early Fall.
Month:	November... MY BIRTHDAY!!
Holiday/Festival:	My birthday
Flower:	Gerbera Daisies.
Make-Up Item:	Mascara
Board game:	It's not really a board game but I absolutely LOVE Apples to Apples.
This or That
Sunny or rainy:	Sunny
Chocolate or vanilla:	Vanilla
Fruit or veggie:	Fruit
Night or day:	Night
Sour or sweet:	Sweet
Love or money:	Love
Phone or in person:	In person
Looks or personality:	Personality
Coffee or tea:	Coffee
Hot or cold:	Hot
Your:
Goal for this year:	Get as close as possible to finishing school.
Most missed memory:	Having someone love me as much as I love them.
Best physical feature:	Eyes.
First thought waking up:	I gotta go pee! lol
Hypothetical personality disorder:	OCD!!
Preferred type of plastic surgery:	Breast reduction and tummy tuck. lol
Sesame street alter ego:	??? Idk... lol
Fairytale alter ego:	Lol. Wow I'm dumb.
Most stupid remark:	I tend to ask dumb questions when I'm upset... I will combine that into one category. lol
Worst crime:	.......
Greatest ambition:	Fall in passionate and romantic love and start my family and live happily ever after.
Greatest fear:	Not falling in love and living happily ever after.
Darkest secret:	You think I'm gonna share that.
Favorite subject:	Music/Art.
Strangest received gift:	A pig that oinks "Jingle Bells"... lol
Worst habit:	Biting my nails.
Do You:
Smoke:	Used to... Not anymore.
Drink:	Occaissionally.
Curse:	Occaissionally
Shower daily:	Yes.
Like thunderstorms:	Yes YES YEEEEESSSS!!!
Dance in the rain:	All the time!!
Sing:	All the time!!
Play an instrument:	I wanna learn to play acoustic guitar.
Get along with your parents:	My mom, yes. My dad and I do not speak.
Wish on stars:	Sometimes.
Believe in fate:	Ehhh... Kinda, I guess.
Believe in love at first sight:	Not so much.
Can You:
Drive:	Yes.
Sew:	No.
Cook:	Kinda.
Speak another language:	I can understand a tiny bit of Spanish but I can't speak it myself.
Dance:	Not really... But I have "Learn how to Ballroom Dance" on my bucket list.
Sing:	I like to think so.
Touch your nose with your tongue:	Nope
Whistle:	Not really.
Curl your tongue:	Yes.
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk:	Many times.
Been Stoned/High:	Yes.
Eaten Sushi:	No.
Been in Love:	Yes.
Skipped school:	Yes.
Made prank calls:	Yes.
Sent someone a love letter:	Yes.
Stolen something:	Yes.
Cried yourself to sleep:	Yes.
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person?	Complete ignorance for the other persons feelings/desires.
Are you right or left handed?	Right.
What is your bedtime?	I don't have one.
Name three things you can't live without:	1. God 2. Friends 3. My cell phone or my internet. lol
What is the color of your room?	White.
Do you have any siblings?	Nope
Do you have any pets?	Nope
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?	Nah.
What is you middle name?	Elizabeth
What are you nicknames?	Jackie, Jak, Jakerlinda, Jaybaybay, Jay, Putz... etc.
Are you for or against gay marriage?	Against.
What are your thoughts on abortion?	Pass
Do you have a crush on anyone?	Yes
Are you afraid of the dark?	No
How do you want to die?	Peacefully in my sleep when I'm old.
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?	Prolly 3 or 4
Would you take a bullet for the one you love?	In a second!! :)
What is the last law you’ve broken?	Speeding.
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color:	Doesn't matter
Eye color:	Doesn't matter.
Height	I prefer taller than me... But if they're my height, it's cool too.
Weight	Average.
Most important physical feature:	Eyes.
Biggest turn-off	Being self centered.
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I've Come to a Realization.

Okay. So over the past 3 years, I have pretty much lived in what I like to call a "love bubble". Now what is a love bubble you ask? A love bubble is when you fall so crazy, madly, passionately(and sometimes psychotically) in "love" with someone that you forget or lose track of who you truly are. I feel like over the past 3 years, I have purposefully changed myself to fit to what someone elses idea of what love is. I abandoned my morals, I changed many aspects of my personality, I even let someone manipulate and take advantage of me when I always swore to myself that none of these things would happen. That the person I was gonna be with would love me no matter what and I wasn't gonna change for any boy. Well, you see how long that lasted. I was crazy, head over heels for this boy for THREE LONG YEARS... But I've come to realize after A LOT of time praying and meditating in thought on all this... A guy will love me someday, despite the baggage I have... whether I wear makeup or not... whether I cry in sappy movies... he will love the sound of both my talking and my singing voice... He will understand my love of Hannah Montana... He won't want me to change ANYTHING cuz he will love me with all my "flaws". Someday things will be different. I'm happy that everything is turning around. For sooooo long, I lost track of who I was. I couldn't let loose for the fear of being a weirdo in front of his friends. Now I take pride in who I am... I laugh and make jokes about stuff the way I used to. I'm not afraid to let go and just have fun.

I think I finally have the majority of my life back :)

Koalarollella :)

^^ I thought I would share my creative new nickname for my best friend. It combines 3 of her nicknames... Koala, Cake roll and Carollella. :) She sits there and calls me psychotic... But I like it and it's unique to me. There ya go!So I am FINALLY enrolled in college. I'm enrolled in the Pharmacy Technician program through Gatlin Education... And Gatlin goes through McHenry County College... And it's all online :) I can't wait to get started. Gotta my books first tho. They said the books will be shipped in 24-48 hrs. I'm getting sad that my best friend is leaving for college again here before too long. It will be great that I get to make the trip one weekend a month to go see her... But I'm not gonna get to see her everyday or every week. I will miss my Koalarollella :)Well Caroll wants me to get off of here and watch Nick and Norahs Infinite Playlist with her before bed so I guess I will do that :)Goodnight Loves

skype

I love skype... I am now an addicted skype-er... skype-ette... skype-eee... idk what you would call me. But I love skype. Add me. :) Talk to me. I'm cool. Actually I can be kinda lame. But my best friend loves me... And we like play-doh... and skittles and starburst... And random late night video phone chats on skype.

Right now she is talking about coffee... Coffee is awesome. She wants to own a coffee shop someday and if she does, I will be there EVERYDAY of my life :) I have lots of cream and sugar in mine tho which some people say isn't really coffee at all... :/

I bought a camera when I got paid... Not the exact one I wanted but its AMAZING nonetheless. It's a 12MP Kodak Easy Share :) I'm amazed with the picture quality. I will have to put some on here sometime.

I'm gonna start a video blog on youtube sometime soon cuz I don't always have time to type my ideas. But I have all the time in the world to make random videos documenting my random and somewhat uneventful life.

I also plan to expand on my bucket list soon. It's lacking. I only have 5 things...

1. Fall in deep and passionate love with the man of my dreams.

2. Succeed in whichever career path I choose to pursue.

3. Have beautiful babies someday :)

4. Go to Ireland and Australia

5. Learn Ballroom Dance.

I've realized lately how much of a kid at heart I am. I love such simple things. Bubbles, play-doh, coloring and drawing, playing on playground equipment... etc.